bontaki-engine/src/data/concepts.data.json

emotions to psychoanalytic metaphor conversion

[{"utterance":"My body feels like is building up energy and sometimes I have the need to grip something very hard","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":" I either buttle the emotions by breathing sometimes after excusing myself to a different room","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":" Or if I'm a alone I scream and curse and sometimes punch a pillow if I feel so angry I need to punch something","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":" I generally need to do some sort of physical activity, deep breathing, take time to calm down, or a combination of the three","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":" I've paced in my office","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":" I've gone for a walk","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":" I've gone running, biking, lifted weights, done jiu jitsu, etc to release pent up energy","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":"\n","intent":"anger.concept"},{"utterance":"People coughing blatantly without covering their mouths","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" Wether you're coughing on that fresh produce I was about to buy, or are sitting behind me and coughing on my neck hair just don't","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" Its flu season, and people are dying","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" Just turn into the inside of your elbow and cough","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" Its not that hard","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" They probably have classes on how to do it","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":"Passive Aggression","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" Being a dick to someone that annoys you in a backhanded and weird way, just because you don't have the courage or the strength of character to SAY anything when you have a problem, isn't some kind of justice or sweet retribution for you to feel smug about","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" I don't find passive aggressive stories funny, unless you are once and for all solving the problem","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":" It's the coward's way through life","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":"\n","intent":"disgust.concept"},{"utterance":"I'm terrified of dying in a way that I have enough time to panic about it, but not enough time to do anything","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" I don't want to die from a high fall or by drowning, with my last moments spent thinking about how I can't say goodbye","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":"I know it's horrible to say, but honestly, having a child with severe disabilities","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" I would love the child indifferently, but to have a child and see them either live in pain or hardship, whether social situations or physical limitations, would be so difficult to deal with","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":"I'm not so much scared of that, but of becoming senile with old age","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" The idea of not having your collective wits is frightening to me, and especially that you would hardly know that you're slipping away from reality","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" For a long time I thought it was death that I feared most","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" One day though I realized it wasn't about the end, the dark, or the nothing","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" What got me was the helplessness","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" I'm afraid to feel helpless","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" I hate heights but it has nothing to do with the distance","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" What if I fall? What do I do then? What can I do? Once I die I can't make another choice","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" I can't even try","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":" That fear of having no control keeps me up at night","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":"\n","intent":"fear.concept"},{"utterance":"I think the Happiest I am is when waking up without an alarm clock fairly early in the morning while camping, that smell of the dew, the noise of all the various animals and insects buzzing about","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Throwing on a sweatshirt and popping myself down into a foldable yard chair and just taking everything in","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Being the first one up on a camping trip and starting the fire, boiling some water for my hot cocoa packet, sitting on a nice stump and watching the sunlight creep through thr trees illuminating the smoke as my friends drowsily stumble out of their tents","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Wonderful","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Both of those and I would add video game in there for me","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" It's almost like an out-of-body experience, where you forget the present and all its problems and go to another place that's exactly what you're looking for in that moment","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Something as insignificant as a car beeping its horn outside or the sound of your heater turning on breaks the trance","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" You look up from whatever it is that has you so captivated and for a split-second it's still real","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" That astonishingly short period of time is what makes me happy","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Once a month, our children and their spouses and their children come home for dinner","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" We crowd the place up, with tables in at least three different rooms, especially now that the grandchildren have started bringing their boyfriends and girlfriends","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" There is almost always singing -- almost always a birthday to celebrate","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" The ten-years-old and younger bunch have little interest in dinner -- we've debated on whether or not we should set up a table for them at all","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" They make a beeline for the backdoor; for the sandbox, the jungle gym, and the swing set","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" My children and their spouses crowd up at the kitchen table","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Where the kids once jockeyed for elbow room and provoked each other on general principle, they now squeeze up to be together and provoke each other to laughter","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" Even after they all leave, the house has the feel of their presence, and I am happy","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" My dog Archimedes (Archie for short)","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" He's always SO excited to see me, and he's always by my side","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" He's always smiling, too","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" He isn't big on licking or kisses, but if he knows I'm upset he'll give me a few licks on the cheek and accept a kiss in return","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" It's really sweet","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" He cuddles with me every night while I sleep, and doesn't leave my side during the day","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" He's probably the best part of my life","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" He was abandoned 5 times by homes who \"adopted\" him","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" I was only supposed to foster him, but after about a week I realized I needed him more than he needed me","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" I love my little Archie","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":" \n","intent":"happy.concept"},{"utterance":"I feel stuck in a state that I DEEPLY hate","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I hate the weather, the people, the state's economy, etc etc","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I've lived here mostly \"on\" since the 1990s and I have finally completely had enough","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" This year I went to a state 1900 miles away, my job ended, and I came back here","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I regret it every day","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" It's not that easy to just pick up and start all over somewhere else, or I'd be doing it right now","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I'm afraid that I'm going to take off, go elsewhere, not find a job, and lose my car (I'm still paying on it)","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" But staying where I am is not at all financially possible long-term","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" So I'm just depressed because I feel totally hopeless and helpless and am miserable Forced into acting as my dying grandmother's caretaker","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" Essentially under house arrest as she's increasingly unable to be left alone","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" Obviously unable to work, dead broke, and none of the family offering to help me out for taking care of their mother while they go on with their lives","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I think my case is mild compared to other people who have depression, but social anxiety is the main thing feeding into it","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" Probably the only thing","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I really like being around people but I have a hard time meeting or opening up to them","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I should be a very social person but for some reason it doesn't work out","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I pretty much have to go on every date with alcohol in my system or else it's a disaster","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" If I could get over that shit I'm pretty sure I'd be much happier with life","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I miss my parents","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I lost them both to cancer this year and I'm 27","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" I miss my mom a lot, I have so much I need her for still and I just can't get over that she's gone and it was so sudden","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" A girl needs her mom","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" It's not right that she and dad were taken from us","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" Sometimes I get sad out of nowhere And then I get angry at myself for being sad when I literally have no reason to be sad","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" Which in turn makes me sad","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":" So uh, yeah","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":"\n","intent":"sad.concept"},{"utterance":"I actually love surprises, and I surprise other people a lot in hopes that others will surprise me","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" I think that going out of your way to plan something nice for someone without them having to worry about the details is a sign of really caring about somebody and wanting to make them happy","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" The worst ones are when they tell you that they are going to surprise you and my anxiety builds up with suspense until I feel like I'm going to explode","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" I usually don't like surprises much because I never know how to react","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" Freaks me out","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" I can't even handle praise without feeling like I'm going to vomit into my shoes","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" If I know there's a surprise coming, but I don't know what type of surprise it is, I'm almost always disappointed, even if I didn't have my hopes up to begin with","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" It's just a reaction to being surprised (and a really inconvenient reaction too)","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" No srpris plz","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" I love creating surprises for other people! Nothing brings me more happiness than giving someone something, small as it is, that will make them smile","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" Me on the other hand? Ehhh","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" I either have a 'hunch' and figure it out, or get nervous about the reaction","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" Big and overwhelming showy sorts of surprises make me feel embarrassed because I don't want someone else to feel bad/jealous/think I'm being the show off center of attention","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" So surprises: yes","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":"","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":"","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":" and no","intent":"surprise.concept"},{"utterance":"\n","intent":"surprise.concept"}]